All I ever wanted : Support_Quiet_Validation_Under the Midnight Sun
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All I ever wanted : Support
“LEMME NOT HEAR THAT AGAIN…. FOCUS… COME ON!” Those were the words she truly meant to say. They came from the depths of her heart. The others, “Go safely, May God protect you, and may you be successful”, were just forced out of her mouth by parental conscience. I looked hopefully at my dad, but he quickly turned his face away when his brain signals sensed the motion of my face towards his. Did I expect him to defend me?My siblings came and we squeezed in the constructed small accidentally living room. Prayer. No matter what, a mother’s prayer was important. It was beliewww.onedoor.ccved that if you were to ...
Quiet
"Jeanette!" I called, keeping my voice quiet so, hopefully, no one except her could hear. I don't remember who named her, nor do I remember how we met. Maybe we were both left here, in this tiny little apartment, destined to meet and live and die. Sometimes I wonder what we could do together, a human and a cat, outside these constricting walls. Though the fear of everything and everyone outside is instilled deep in me, I still can't bring myself to patch up that one crack in the wooden boards covering the window next to my bed-- it's not safe, I know, but that exhilarating sight of all those ...
Validation
Char went to the tanning booth. Trying to improve herself because she thought the better, she looked, the more validation she would get from the people she wanted attention from most. She thought if I just looked a little better, they would not choose the next person for sure, or if I am the chosen one, surely getting my hair dyed would keep my partner from leaving because at least it was not frizzy like hers. When she realized that her efforts were thwarted, she focused on how she did not tan enough or how the hairdresser most certainly messed up while doing her hair. Char started recount...
Under the Midnight Sun
As a musician, the moment of resistance for me is when I am able to float on the stage and explode all my colors right there in my artistry. I always carry a light of hope for that explosion to happen somewhere that will blow my mind away.And then it happened… I was offered an opportunity to do a music tour in Siberia.It is such a beautiful thing to see past the front garden of your own lawn to see first-hand what the manicured gardens of another land like Angarsk look like. Or to see what the rich green algae overlaying a foreign body of water like the world’s deepest lake, Lake Baikal. With ...